Photography: Finnlan James

Here are some photos that I took of my son, Finnlan James
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Summer Bucket List

It's never too early to start a summer bucket list! It's me and my boyfriends first real summer together, so we are planning on doing a lot! Or so we hope. We are still coming up with a list, but here is what we have so far:

Go to the waterpark
Shoot our own fireworks on the 4th of July
Go camping
Go to a baseball game (And play our own!)
Go Ice Skating
Have a Harry Potter marathon
Go to the Botanical gardens in Austin
Go to the Zoo
Make our own Video
Have our own cute photoshoot
Stay up on the phone ALL night
All day gaming (Video games, card games, board games, all kinds of games!)
Walk around downtown Round Rock all day (Taking pictures as we go!)
Volunteer
Spend all day at the library
Make buildabears!
Dollar menu adventure (Go to different fast food places and order one thing off of the dollar menu at each place)
Hide and seek in Ikea
Play "house" in Ikea (500 days of summer?)
Watch movies while on the phone together
Write a song (music and all)
Find a stuffed animal and take pictures of it everywhere we go, and with different people
Go to the park, and have a picnic
Wreak havoc in walmart
Go on a super fancy date
Hold up a free hugs sign, at the mall
Take pictures with (And of) complete strangers
Watch movies ALL day
Blow bubbles
Dish soap war
Watch the sunrise and sunset
Go lasertagging
Go bowling
Go to Chuckecheese
Go rock climbing
Feed the ducks
Build things out of legos
Steal a shopping cart
Make our own language
Go to Round Rock's Sidewalk Chalk Festival
Spray paint shirts
Go to Six Flags
Dress like Zombies
Wear beards and mustaches, everywhere we go
"Theater hop" (See parts of like 5 different movies, easiest done at a dollar theater)
Pajama day
Bake all day
Get tattoos
Scavenger hunt at the mall
Sleep together all night (Sleep sleep)
Plant a tree
Try all 31 baskin robin flavors
Go to a concert
Have a bonfire
Play in the rain
Catch fireflies
Make a scrapbook
Carve our names into a tree
Stargaze
Go to Ihop at 2 am
Tye dye
Make soda popsicles
Eat 1,000 popsicles (Each)
Have a lemonade stand
Spend ALL day in the pool
Go paintballing
Race in shopping carts
Pillow fight
Buy a kiddie pool (Fill kiddie pool with whip cream, or chocolate or something and sit in it)
Draw with sidewalk chalk
Take a picture everyday, all summer
Go swimming at midnight
Kiss underwater
Color a coloring page everyday (Then hang it on wall)
Go to the lake
Go to a haunted house
Drive for hours and take pictures at random places
Make a giant cookie
Climb a tree to the top
Go to the carnival
Build a fort
Go to the Aquarium
Make homemade ice cream
Make a wish tree
Flashlight tag
Play minigolf
Put together a 1,000 piece puzzle
Go to the different museums in Austin
Go to the underground caverns
Make a time capsule
Go to a drive in movie



That's all we have for now!

Blahh

Goodmorning!
I don't really have too much to post today, I haven't done anything too interesting lately. Goin to see John, reading The Future of Us, editing a ton of pictures, and playing Final Fantasy.
My mom did start this diet that she's making me do *Shoot me*
I am currently drinking a vanilla whey, vanilla almond milk (Keep in mind, none of this stuff is sweetened) And frozen strawberry smoothie. Ew ew ew ew. It's not sweet at all. And I'm going to be hungry alot. But hey, I'll be sexy skinny(;
I still need to post this one blog I started writing at John's, but then the internet went down. Blah. I'll do that later :D
That's all for now. Post more later.

DeviantArt Features. 1

This is my first time featuring people from DeviantArt, on my blog. So this should be fun.
First up is: http://kannus-maoo.deviantart.com/ (Check her out!)

Some pretty amazing pictures right?
Once again, make sure to check her out, because she has a lot more amazing photos.

This is how we do it

I really need to come up with better blog titles.
I think I'm going to actually set up a system for my blog, instead of just random posts.
Sunday, I will talk about my plans for the week. And put up a few of my poems.
Monday, I will find someone on DeviantArt to feature.
Tuesday, I will put up some of my photo manipulated photos. (The ones I've edited of other people).
Wednesday, I will find someone else's blog to feature.
Thursday, I will find random pictures online to feature.
Friday, I will feature some of my own photos.
Saturday, I will post something random.
I probably won't follow this at all, but I'm going to try. And expect a random post here and there on a day that shouldn't be a random post.

Sooo. Let's see, what am I doing today?
Cleaning, gots to clean my room and the pantry out, which will take most of the day. I gotta take the dog over to my gramas house, and I need to get ready for tonight.
What is tonight you ask?
Tonight I get to meet Jay Asher, one of my all time favorite authors, and Carolyn Mackler, who is also an amazing author. Check out their books down below.
Other than that, today I will be playing Final Fantasy X, and probably putting new music on my Ipod.

It's 1996, and Josh and Emma have been neighbors their whole lives. They've been best friends almost as long - at least, up until last November, when Josh did something that changed everything. Things have been weird between them ever since, but when Josh's family gets a free AOL CD in the mail,his mom makes him bring it over so that Emma can install it on her new computer. When they sign on, they're automatically logged onto their Facebook pages. But Facebook hasn't been invented yet. And they're looking at themselves fifteen years in the future. 

By refreshing their pages, they learn that making different decisions now will affect the outcome of their lives later. And as they grapple with the ups and downs of what their futures hold, they're forced to confront what they're doing right - and wrong - in the present. (http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10959277-the-future-of-us) 

And also by Jay Asher.

Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a mysterious box with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers thirteen cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker, his classmate and crush who committed suicide two weeks earlier.

On tape, Hannah explains that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he'll find out how he made the list.

Through Hannah and Clay's dual narratives, debut author Jay Asher weaves an intricate and heartrending story of confusion and desperation that will deeply affect teen readers. (http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1217100.Thirteen_Reasons_Why)

And also by Carolyn Mackler.

Fifteen-year-old Virginia Shreves has a larger-than-average body and a plus-size inferiority complex, especially when she compares herself to her slim, brilliant, picture-perfect family. But that’s before a shocking phone call — and a horrifying allegation — about her rugby-star brother changes everything. With irreverent humor and surprising gravity, Carolyn Mackler creates an endearingly blunt heroine who speaks to every teen who struggles with family expectations, and proves that the most impressive achievement is to be true to yourself. (http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/253106.The_Earth_My_Butt_and_Other_Big_Round_Things)

That's all for now!

Oh.. Hey

I haven't posted in like, forever. O.O
A lot has happened, lately, too much to update really.
John is back, which makes me happy.
I'm working on getting a job and such.
That's it really.
I took some pictures of my friend Denver, for his senior portraits though. I'll post some of those, and here are some pictures of me and John :D

 I'm making a list in my "final fantasy notebook"
So I'm going to go back to doing that, and I will post more later(:

Confessions♥

Time for confessions(:

Confession #1: I have many fears.. but theres only one that scares me to death
Confession #2: I hate myself. I hate how I look, how I act, who I am. And I think Im fat.
Confession #3: Sometimes I wish bad things would happen to me, so people would notice me, and realize that I exist
Confession #4: I am in love. And it scares me more than anything ever has. But its a good scary.
Confession #5: I want 8 Piercings, and 8 Tattoos
Confession #6: I have dyed my hair so many times, I dont remember what color it is.
Confession #7: Sometimes I want to hurt myself. To the point of never coming back
Confession #8: Sometimes, I dont believe in God.
Confession #9: I miss you. Even if you hurt me, day after day.
Confession #10: I am addicted to sugar, and caffiene. I have an obsession with Harry Potter, Knee socks, Ducks, Horror Movies, and acting Childish.
Confession #11: I hate my parents for homeschooling me.
Confession #12: If I ever met Johnny Depp, I would probably Die right there
Confession #13: Im scared to grow up.
Confession #14: I get Jealous way too easy. And I get annoyed way too easy
Confession #15: I am jealous of Sammy's Hair(:
Confession #16: I am a nerd. I love reading, Harry Potter, Star Wars, Online Games, World of Warcraft, and Runescape.
Confession #17: I have over 250 books in my bookshelves, Ive only read about half of them. Im addicted to buying books ♥
Confession #18: I'm addicted to monster
Confession #19: I act confident, and outgoing. But Inside Im scared and really just want to be left alone. But you know thats a lie. I couldnt live without people.
Confession #20: it takes alot to make me hate you. I might dislike you sometimes, but no matter what, Ill always be there for you. Thats just the kind of friend I am.
Confession #21: Im extremely self conscious about the way I smell, at all times I will be wearing Body Spray, Lotion, and Deoderant
Confession #22: I like to piss people off. Im really good at it too.
Confession #23: I havent forgiven you. I dont know if I ever will.
Confession #24: Im scared to lose you. So I might never completely be myself around you. Dont be mad at me.
Confession #25: I forever feel alone. Like no one wants me. Like im not good enough for anyone. Like no one cares. Am I wrong?
Confession #26: I like someone who is like 3 years younger than me
Confession #27: When I was younger, I had a disease in my leg. It was extremely painful. It healed up, but sometimes it still bothers me.
Confession #28: Im a bitch. And I dont care what you think about me. Chances are you deserve it. You dont want to mess with me.
Confession #29: My feelings get hurt really easily.
Confession #30: Im an attention whore.
Confession #31: My singing will make your ears bleed. But I love to sing.
Confession #32: I dont actually have a talent
Confession #33: I have a memory box, and if you make it in there, you better feel pretty damn lucky♥
Confession #34: I pretty much say "I love you" to everyone, but theres few people I actually mean it with.
Confession #35: Sometimes I think youre only friends with me to hurt me.
Confession #36: Im a hypocrite
Confession #37: I have horrible mood swings
Confession #38: I hate my eyes. And my nose. My eyes are boring and brown, and my nose is too big/:
Confession #39: I love volunteering. Especially with animals♥